Tarotoast’s Stuff

10/13 凌晨 12:30 AM 在 LAX 又是一次分離，這次很堅強

開往 LAX 的路上，感覺多麼像是前幾個禮拜一起開車去玩

好像沒多久就會到達目的地，可以一起把行李放下來

洗個澡後吃個宵夜然後就可以準備睡覺

雖然兩個人都知道這是最後一次一起開車，一起肩並肩的感受彼此體溫

一路上卻也很開心的聊著有的沒有的天，一起為了白痴事情大笑

習慣是一件多麼恐怖的事情，它可以把一個人改變卻不讓你發現

要從這習慣中脫離時候，才會發現自己已經被它深深制約

難找的停車位、誇張長的排隊、不顧旁人的自拍、雞婆又不懂的免稅商店服務人員

腦海中最深刻的還是離別的擁抱

此刻才強迫自己去面對將要來臨的分離

最後一次的感受著對方的體溫

最後一次的享受著彼此的溫柔

最後一次的感覺著兩人的存在

短短的幾秒，再怎麼努力建築的圍牆就這麼輕易的被打破

打著打著，背景的音樂竟然剛好跳到這首歌

雖然王力宏的嗓音一點也沒有悲傷的感覺，但這首歌詞真適合

Kiss Goodbye

作詞：王力宏 作曲：王力宏

Baby不要再哭泣 這一幕多麼熟悉 緊握著你的手彼此 都捨不得分離
每一次想開口 但不如保持安靜 給我一分鐘專心 好好欣賞你的美

幸福搭配悲傷 同時在我心交叉 挫折的眼淚 不能測試愛的重量
付出的愛收不回 還欠你的我不能給 別把我心也帶走 去跟隨

每一次和你分開 深深的被你打敗 每一次放棄你的溫柔 痛苦 難以釋懷
每一次和你分開 每一次kiss you Goodbye 愛情的滋味此刻我終於最明白

幸福搭配悲傷 同時在我心交叉 挫折的眼淚 不能測試愛的重量
付出的愛收不回 還欠你的我不能給 我才明白愛最真實的滋味

每一次和你分開 深深的被你打敗 每一次放棄你的溫柔 痛苦 難以釋懷
每一次和你分開 每一次kiss you Goodbye 愛情的滋味此刻我終於最明白

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1. Life would be a lot easy without having to deal with drama that comes up once in a while. The thing is, when you realize, you’re one of the actors already, and you can’t quit. Being also a director of this drama, you can change the play as long as others go along. When the issue is something out of your hand, you can try getting yourself more involved to gain influence, or try pulling yourself out. What about sit tight and hope for a happy ending? Too bad, lottery isn’t guaranteed for everyone. But hey, many times it’s the best option to shoot for.
2. Once in a while you’ll also run into someone starting a new drama and trying to pull you in. You can choose to hop in and play your role, and maybe have some memorable time along the way. You can also choose to drop the invitation and live on with your life. So which one is better? Those who choose to hop in either got nothing to do or want this drama anyway. Those who don’t probably will just chuckle, feeling sorry for the founder.
3. What about times that you wanted to start your own drama? Well, in case you don’t know what will be qualified, talking two faces will be a common one. Shame on you if you can’t tell you are starting one, I am sorry that you are just hopeless. But those who can tell, hey you really want one? Some benefits you may get from having a successful drama: self-satisfactory, confident, feels good, and etc. Some detriments in case the drama don’t run like what you’d it be like: low self-esteem, feeling like a loser, and etc. Most importantly, do others want to play along? Maybe they’ll just chuckle you off.

All in all, shit happens when it feels like to. When you are in shit, get out or get more shit. Don’t start shit cuz it aint good for you.